** Shaker fries is back.

today dinner only 3 person,

so mac time. early dinner.. lol

and i had finish my CS part !!!!

and and.. i need to study but b4 that need to kill inner boredom!

food.shop :)))

i tend to avoid the things that happening ard these few days lor..

that damn jap trip freaking irritating.

ma's gg for checkup, and may nd to do O.

if the timing clashes.i dont think i can go liao.

timing willl be out soon when doc say.

i try to say out. but like words cant came out lor.

and is like fomal wear? ewww.. i will think of like im gg jap with dad again lor.

y m i such a fickle minded girl?

but things wont change despite the stuffs?

and i m v.v.v.tired lo. headache is v.bad. like frequency thingy =x

but qh dont worry! im fine :D

and and. pic of the day. the anpanman and frens which makes us all tired.

v.proud of this chararacter..v.loved... 

the red-cheeky cheeks. both side is dif lo.

i hen sian,. then ser just say nvr mind la.. treat as shadow ... LOL.

then i paint down le.

its touch by many hands. v.nice :) my grp steady!!!!!!

and i need to go for a swim or massage lo. hen lei ar..

but sat i gg shop ba. frm fri change to sat. i fri hui hen sian.

im really soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.

chatting to geok now and blog suspecting lor.. mmm..mayb is lor.

gorosipinggggggggg nowwwwwwwwwww...

with my msn buddy ;)

* term test! i better clear my mind and get to books..

bye :)

i start my com. window live messenger will connect to itself.

so i saw this msn news. where ris low wanna open ice-cream shop.

and i click it!! and i saw  RIS LOW YI MIN !!!!!!!!

SO eventually we had the same chinese name.. mmm .. okay...

was a lil shock to me. but nah. it will be just some finger tips news to ur ....

anyway. next mon and fri will be anpanman camping..

stilll trying to find ctn boxes..

mmmm...

a lil images. this is the ' work in progess'

hahhaaaaa..

today was a lazy sat. i finally finished my jap exam..

and i need to go and read mb tmr ba..

im so so lazy.. wed i will go shopping .. and wear my pvc material biker  jacket and stockings?

and srly shopping means ka-chings gone. and i still needa prepare those haevy winter stuff for the v.v. v cold japan...

* will blog tmr . mayb :)

heyheyhey, anpanman day again lor.....

im sure cas, will view my blog!!! here's it is!!!! the project hao le :)

jeff say ok!

so ya, after class me and ser go print pic. then the rest paint!

heheehe..... oh and geok came in too. joined the gossip and painting....

btw buddy, u didnt tag my onsugar b4 lor..... go tag now! go!!!!!!!

the end result. v.happpy . mr jeff was satisfied :)

then after the doings, i ask ser take her hp. we took photos..

we are the remaining 4 that day. geok had left and she left so many goodies .lol

i ate ur brownie up btw.hehhe

.

then individual shots liao. ser and chefboy...

u today upload pic hao kuai ....

Qianhan turn!!!!! same col seh!!!! qh say today project didnt turn up to be slow..

i agreed!!!!!! faster than expected :)

then i decided to skip weilun's indi shot..and upload mine..

i hold hands with chefboy to create the couple feel ok..

we all treat him like xin gan la.. weilun even carry him to see jeff ho lo...

oh btw that mr jeff say i look like chefboy (below)

say our face shape similar, and that chefboy's complexion better than mine -.-

yea! and tada done le.. i love onsugar lor.. hehe...

and buddy we will help u in ur window ok!!!! anything just say out,

we will be dere ;)

and go tagggggggggggg!!!!!

takecare ppl !!!!

i shall stay honest and honest.

i cant study jap. i really cant focus.

mayb i shall go sch study tmr or wat.

my mind is really v.v.messy.

my sister went out to study.when she's out.i must be in the hse.

and when im in the hse. i cant seems to study.

hello yimin! ming tian kao shi ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have throw coins, asked my heart over and over again, talk to ppl, asked god..( seng buay ok!)

but all doesnt seems to give me the correct decision. as in i dono.. its just like yes,no.yes.no...

gagaga... i cant leave spore and plus the super many stuff i needs to do.tires me out. 

ok.and i gt to admit , all these thinkings makes me lose the excitement towards japan.

but the sight of making my frens disappointing is kind of sad. the taste of guiltness is really v.sour lei.

srly, my poly fren are really v.nice lo... and mummy and daddy had gt no comments now.

so why m i still hesitating?????? is it me ? or m i myself? 9 days?? wo fang bu xia mah? hai shi wo hai pa?

im an emotional person who thinks and thinks.. and feel and feel.totally sucky with decisions.so loser hor.. i know. i know..

daddy says i po po ma ma, how to zuo da shi.

so ya.. im really v.pek chek these few days lo.. must control temper!!!!!!!

i hope i didnt use my bad temper to make any ppl unhappy.and if i die. i truly srly. u can tell me. i will buy flowers for u as an apology ;)

ok. this photo is taken frm starie-inginthesky.bs de.after o'slevl de. 2yr le. i gt change in dressing lor.

hahaa.. so long nvr wear tube dress le..dono now is bu gan wear all what.. lol

 and i realize my starie-inginthesky bs. lasy yr seems to be more happy. then later emo liao.

ok. i shall go study jap now. later tmr compo dono ead to write. die!!!!!!

oh ya tmr if i go sch to study, then i shall meet ur girls for lunch after the lect, then i go back study rm study again :)

I will off com immediately, after my jap recording cause i've gt lots things to do...

lots of things in mind currently, and i really do not have much appetite.. and i even could nt finish cheft salad!!!!-my fav ok!

So its like, we are selected. our rvm proposal, anpanman!!!!!

initially, i told serene that, ' pls dont chose ours! its like one kiosk we alrdy super tired le'

and i totally gt no confidence that teacher will chose mine.. til JEFF HO SAYS' OK, AND IT WILL BE YIMIN'S GRP!!!!;

IM LIKE HUH????????? =X

but anyway now selected liao... oso gt no choice.. just try our best ba..

ok.tata. im gg off . bye :)

my stomach is v.pain la.

TODAY !!!! super suay.

on my way to jap sch today. at train.

i gave up my seat to a young boy despite the pain..i really v.painful lor...

then after that, the boy get out. a mother immediately snatch the seat , despite me standing infront of the seat..

leg numb and left hand pressing my stomach...

then then.. the dumbo auntie ask her 2 big and tall daughter to stand infront of me..

and WTH!!!! they pushed me to the back la..!!!!!!!

and the mother and daughters started to kakakaka.. chatting non-stop!!!!

then after a few stops, someone get off. i finally can sit le!!!!

then ..oh then... i saw an old frail lady...standing infront of the mother and daughters!!!!!!

duh!!!! they didnt give seat..

and..im like..... errr.. i was abt to wave hand to the old frail lady.

when an angmoh beside me carrying big mountain bag.. i think they gt touring spore or wad..

she decided to give seat to the old lady.. but the old lady insisted not!!!!!

ok. at that time im like the translator. speaking both english and chinese.....

after that at lavendar, the angmoh get down.. the old lady sat beside me..

she told me.. she felt bu hao yi si if she were to take the seat. this is bcause the angmoh were carrying heavy bag..

and ying kai rang wei de shi .. that 3 lady!!! the mother and daughters la!!!!!!!

arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! srly!!!!!!! hao xin you hao bao... mayb they doesnt know...

anyway. enough. i took fb quiz so.. my name means...

.

woohoo. artistic.. yi shu!!!! so like me!!! :)))

other words i don understand ..haha.

ok.gtg. my stomach is realli killing =x

gagaa.. leg numb. today stay at sch til 7pm..

thanks to ser who helpfully bring the 2 blue thingy hm.

just becoz of the 'hse' had alrdy occupy my whole table.

and its still wet.. its like we finish at 7pm and now its still wet!!!!

by today i must finish!!! bcoz jap still gt many many things to study!!!!!

tis yr diffcult lei.

today our rp presentation v.bad. ms tan say nd to work hard on the props thingy!!!!!

:)

im so sleepy nowwwwwwwwwwww...

after this big painting.im goona take a break frm projects and starting dd jap..

okay. i go d-i-y my house le!!!

and takecare ppl!!!!

currently listening to 933.

Ivy's voice is definetly likeable.

there's mi lu bing just down. their wo wei she mei hai ai ni is 2 thumbs up! my sec fav song!!!!!

.....

then....

a little picture here from japan on my 5day trip with dad on sept.

i know putting up jap pic in this post is a lil ironic with my previous post =x

but  .. i just wanto keep onsugar pretty and colourful.

im in jeans!!! japan cold mah..

 my face is really really long..like 20++ cm . and many pimples too =c

and the thing is it will grow longer when im 60!!!!! ewwww.....

then pic at new owanti , the hotel i stay !!! its a 5s hotel!

thats the only thing that keep me gg when im in jap. (the hotel ) & the bathtub is a wow..

and i look figure-weird with thick clothes on!   ;)

then this is at spore!!! bugis , fish & co.

the garlic lemon musscles is a must must to eat!!! nvr fail to eat when go f&c

went dere to eat with my sis on a pretty sun.

no pics of us. coz both of us look really really tired and w/o make-up.

i dont put on make-up to jap class. coz i will be rubbing my eyes every nw and then ... tired...

and that mickey tee i gt like since secondary..like 6 yrs ago?

i dont have a habit for throwing away my clothes or give other ppl.

coz i believe trend are always changing!

tmr's there sch. colourcompo :))))

bye onsugar.

tmr's thu. i think i will go and have a chat with ms ng.

im nt gg jap anymore. that $300, i might even forget it..

a thousand tears, so many to say, but none came out.

edusave? 2600? companion, asian myraid, jap-exam,sister,health, mum, dad, shop...

thats what occupy my mind at every single moment..

i dun think i can leave singapore happily anymore...but i .. i .. 'll feel bad if i leave the girls.

dear onsugar, i didnt mean to keep u with all these sadies words but....my head hurts . & its giddy.

pls advise me on what shld i do. 

:)