ok, anyway,

im starting to get tired of this platform.

forever unable to update pics

well, amca paper ended,

total retard,

ok, im the lame one actually

i didnt take dc

health was crap

studies was weak

emotions were bad

Not say i hate school, in fact i like school

but if i really fail again, dont think i have the courage to continue...

& if i dont continue, what am i gonna do?

They say destiny is in your hands, i controlled, i studied,

but still...

half-filled or half-emptied?

half-air, half-water?

you tell me?

Exam starts with an E,

& E is for Elmo

Elmo equals emo.

Emo adds to a girl

& its emogirl_91

#ok.lame

I think i really need to put an end to this.

Since all this little bit & pieces are making my life so diffcult & miserable

I dont think i can ignore all these anymore,

i really need to be brave & give my stand, for myself, the last time.

Dear Diary,

Some time ago, a few months back. i flunk one of my paper & i almost thought its the end of the world.

i thought of giving up uni education, but my family brought me back.

Today, i go to school, i studied, hoping its the right route to suceed.

Many things happened, from family to school to all the impossible that one can ever happened.

But still i thank god for today, for what i have.

Drving has been in a mess for me, i over-estimated myself, thinking few lessons is possible.

but nah, i still suck on roads, talk about in cars on road!

School's been pretty tiring, and unfair. but #scorpio plans.

Blame it on october babies in future, i need to stand up, i know i'll.

i srly think i've gt no life apart from school and school. so perhaps shall go for a shopping tmr!

some time for myself. All my frens were busy too.

2012 chinese new year sucks big time, in conclusion, i dont believe blood is thicker than water.

Blame it on them, those who started the fight. U curse my family. i wanted to raise my finger up, but for grandma i didnt.

Dad & mum's health isnt too good. i pray & pray.

My cough is mad serious. it comes and go. im scared.

So many things happened. too afraid of school work. Can i hired a tutor or join some study group?

Warmest regards

The lost girl

yes, im indeed truly afraid of tmr's results

the papers that i go in with empty mind, came out with heavy heart.

Summoning all gods from region, please, please, please, please let'me pass.

With the support from my frens in the above pic plus sim project mates.

i had decided to create a twitter account consisting of goldjadewords #jinyuliangyan

People may find this as a lame 'project' to do. but somehow i seek great interest in these.

i had always loved to read proverbs & now i wanna pen down these quotes.

 i will treat this as my 'baby' project.

& secretly hope the motivation in creating this twitter account will continue tremendously.

okay im basically done with blogging. tweeting is my new-found interest!

PLEASE FOLLOW @goldjadewords

Me pass FTT!

& NOW is project timeeeee

and to exam. then to my bday

which i kinda NOT-LOOK forward to.

okay anyway a pic of my lil bro at ikea,

 cause i gt no emo photos to put now, to represent my feelings. HAHA

Shifting frm DC project to MR. and gahhh all so mad irritating.

okay enough of ranting. im gonna at least finish my mr part.

goodbye :)

Konnichiwa to all! im still living well. eating good.

& am a fan of instagram too!

my hello kitty luggage tag, a gift from mummy to put in my luggage.

But i was thinking of hanging in my shoulder bag. Dont judge me! lol

The meet up at town. aoba ramen with tako yaki!

The day i finally dare to cut on my guess jacket.

Always say wanna diy old clothes into something i will wear. but end up nvr. haha

'look from far' OK french nails. i know i kinda cui in manicure.

self-awareness.

last pic of the post! goodbye people.

continue project Zzzzz